From the Depths of my Mind

http://blog.wired.com/27BStroke6/index.blog?entry_id=1535689

I can see the psychotic patriots of the US complying with this bull but in reality, I don’t want to help someone black mail people. In a perfect world surveying everyone would make us crime-free but just think about how batman couldn’t save the city of Gotham.. Seriously though, it is just impossible without stepping over boundaries that no government should ethically (oooo and they are oh so trying).

Shit, they ask me not to encrypt, I will, they ask me not to call prime time overseas... mind you my sister lives in china, I am not about to call her at 3 am just to help the NSA. If i can fuck with an organization that I don’t think should exist.. What do you think I am going to do?? Thanks for informing me how to though... hoping on patriotism, I hope that you do get buried in your own grave. *sigh* the sad part is that in the back of my mind i cant help but to think that writing anything like this online makes me that much closer to being surveyed as well.. am I so wrong to think that ?

This isn’t anti American rambling.. I just cant stand the reasoning that the NSA exists, im more for the militias, I don’t trust all of our protection coming from the government simply for the nature of the beast. Preventing full power to our government helps us not get screwed while on the ground. Surely, it can do some good for some organization but i just can’t put myself to trust our government fully and I don’t think that i should have to. To risk sounding cheesy because im quoting, “People shouldn’t fear their government, the government should fear the people."
-V

Ever ponder what the hell people are talking about in relation to congress, and how things work???

http://www.yourcongress.com/viewarticle.asp?article_id=39

The whole system of non-hackable passports... yeah, not so unhackable.

http://www.wired.com/news/technology/0,71521-2.html?tw=wn_story_page_next2

Some silly network oppsys at the website... never thought that it could get that bad.

http://www.fresh99.com/messy-networks.htm

There is a video at the top bit and the news reporter just sounds goofy, but the suit is pretty damn impressive. It is able to react to your brain signals and help your muscles be able to life more than usual.....

http://ny1.com/ny1/content/index.jsp?&aid=61474

If you feed a homeless person in Las Vegas, youll be fined and face jail time.....

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/5226490.stm

Net neutrality explained iin the scenerio of walking on the sidewalk.
http://www.frankston.com/Public/Default.aspx?zz=xcs&Script_name=%2Fdefault.aspx&name=Sidewalks

When to Stop Driving

http://www.aarp.org/families/driver_safety/driver_safetyissues/a2004-06-21-whentostop.html

Warning Signs

What are the warning signs when someone should begin to limit driving or stop altogether?
Feeling less comfortable and more nervous or fearful while driving.
Difficulty staying in the lane of travel
More frequent "close calls" (i.e. almost crashing).
More frequent dents, scrapes, on the car or on fences, mailboxes, garage doors, curbs etc.
Trouble judging gaps in traffics at intersections and on highway entrance/exit ramps.
Other drivers honking at you more often; more instances when you are angry at other drivers.
Friends or relatives not wanting to drive with you.
Getting lost more often.
Difficulty seeing the sides of the road when looking straight ahead (i.e. cars or people seem to come "out of nowhere" more frequently).
Trouble paying attention to or violating signals, road signs and pavement markings.
Slower response to unexpected situations; trouble moving foot from gas to brake pedal or confusing the two pedals.
Easily distracted or hard to concentrate while driving.
Hard to turn around to check over shoulder while backing up or changing lanes.
Medical conditions or medications that may be increasingly affecting your ability to handle the car safely
More traffic tickets or "warnings" by traffic or law enforcement officers in the last year or two.

If you notice one or more of these warning signs you may want to have your driving assessed by a professional or attend a driver refresher class (see resources at the bottom of this page). You may also want to consult with your doctor if you are having unusual concentration or memory problems, or other physical symptoms that may be affecting your ability to drive.

The more time passes me by the more i miss and long for Eddie ( this is going to be one of those cheesy posts). I figured i would get " used" to it... Im not and instead it is just getting more difficult as time goes by. Im exhuasted right now but i cant help but wish i could go to bed with him rather than by myself.. and no i dont mean that in a dirty way, even though that'd be nice too :X

I really hope that after this fall semester i can move in with him.. i feel that the more time that we arent together that i will go insane. Sure things will be difficult and iwill have to be responsible for once in my life but i think it'd be worth it... im tired though and i am pretty much falling asleep..
Toodles.

Work is fantastic! The group of people training with me are great and not all a bore.. which is a HUGE plus. That aside, the system for the 411 call center is super easy. It took me a week to learn it and it has actually haunted my dreams in odd little ways but it is almost like playing a video game while working; i have to find key words, key word spellings, figure whether the person calling is full of it and off completely and the sort. I never knew that 411 call centers had so much infomation at their hands



My first call i took i hung up on >:X its creepy, all i have to do is hit f4 instead of f9 and bata bing bata boom, You are no longer connected. For 8 dollars starting wage, and plenty of elbow room to increase by a dollar easily plus some.. makes me enjoy this job already. Plus... they have an arcade in the break room ^_^



Funny aspect of training is that my trainer actually kinda looks like eddy.. in an older and more mexicanesque shorter kinda way... I swear this distance thing is driving me insane, i see small details of eddy in people. I guss it is just because he is always on my mind.. still drives me nuts though ( not in a dirty way)... but it got me thinking... wouldnt it be awesome if eddie was my trainer?? sure it wouldnt make sense since he doesnt know the system or work there.. but i remember working at radioshack with him... it was so nice to just look at him while there was nothing to do. Mmmm, i want to work with eddie again.. it makes work not work, it makes it a treat like rocky road ice cream. *shrug* rocky road ice cream just sounds really good right now.. i think i am gonna go grub.

Honestly, i am not all that shocked that verizon is hushing mozilla over their easy access minutes used extension.. who wants to allow something that shuts down its major profit bringer?? Verizon.. evil?? Nah, corporate and concerned for the customer, *smirks* sure.



http://verizon-minutes-used.blogspot.com/

i was just messing around after chekcin my email and .. Oooo whats this??? something about the top ten worst/ expensive places to live. The first article i have found that rates economy and living expenses.. guess what??!!

Tucson is number seven! *gasp* I know i shouldnt be surprised but i was expecting it to be ranked for living expenses and the sort without relation to anything else.... so... I am not paranoid and tucson is unreasonable and evil, yet i live here???

http://realestate.msn.com/Rentals/Articleforbes.aspx?cp-documentid=648559>1=8384

I really hate when you get those moments of insecurities. Recently mine has come up due to friends.

I have never been fond of befriending a million people that i do not know and i prefer to keep friends for long periods of time.. I prefer the quality over quantity.

Recently though i cant help but feel lost. I have been talking to my boyfriend more than my friends. FOr awhile i didnt make an effort to talk to my friends but, they didnt make much effort to talk to me either. I enjoy talking to my boyfriend, dont get me wrong, i actually feel odd if i dont and have problems sleeping, so of course i enjoy his telephone communication.

My friend with seniority ( the longest in my friends book) has started night shifts while i have just started morning shifts. Plus over time, she has decided to disdain all that is school and try to make money fast.. but she has had 15 jobs since she was 16 and is only close to the age of 21. I have had a total of 4 including the present job.

She has also taken up being an accessory to her boyfriend that i am not all to keen on. He lectures as if he is god, i dont dig that crap and in fact, i could imagine that if i was to be homicidal that would be my trigger. Plus he is 25 or 26? and he works at hollywood video making minimum wage and hopes to make it big one day as a rock star.. which mind you, he sounds like all the new rock star bands out there and for some odd reason i have a feeling that people are going to start seeking talent out of that sound. He's a jealousy fiend and has given her issues before that have made me loath him. I hope she is right to date him but i cant help but feel he is a waste of her time and will go nowhere.

Annnyways... All of that aside. This weekend was fun none-the less. It was my cousin's baby shower and the club house was stuffed full of relatives and friends. Danielle ( my cousin's preggers gf and a good friend of mine) looked great and has a watermelon in her stomach, i think she is due late august early september.

Once the actual baby shower ended i stayed behind with my other cousin Nicole, the long time friend of jarod (Mikey who is also my mechanic), Matt (Danielle's friend), annnnd i think that was it. We dented the 15 gallon keg down to around 9 gallons ( the preger danielle was obviously not participating in the keg) and swam.. Youd think drunks wouldnt want to swim given the problems that could arise.. but we did.

We migrated back to their house ( i am assuming this was my drunkest moment because i remember the door to their house and not the walk). Then we did the drunkard talking and we even did two stepping for a little bit. Jarod wanted to teach everbody for some reason *shrug*. After Nicole tried to beat up jarod and he showed her how to, more drunkard talk and then some sleep.

I actually drank enough water before i went to bed to prevent the hangover that was lingering in my future. It didnt prevent eddie from getting mad at me though. I dont realy mind in fact i think its kinda cute and sweet of him. He didnt like me staying at my cousins and admitted that my sleeping over there was smart given our state of incoherence.

He got mad mainly because while i called him, or he called me.. i dont remember, Mikey gave me a noogy ( is that how to spell it?). *smirks* his comment while i was asking him what was wrong (the day after)was that he would like to see mikey try that when he was there... crazy boy. *sigh* I love his cuteness and how he gets all protective if he isnt with me.

Mind you, his situation is different than my friends boyfriends, considering that Eddie is in CT training with a bunch of guys that have already had their gf's cheat on them. He knows i wont cheat on him but i am sure he is still paranoid about it, i would be if it was considered common in my situation.. but he is around alot of guys and no females. Cheating would be possible but that wouldnt hurt me so much, rather it would infuriate me and make me hate him for deception in that mannor.... hmm i want breakfast... mmmm french toast.

http://virus.org.ua/unix/keylog/klog.htm

Yet again, i am creeped out.

Dolls 'help Alzheimer's patients'

Chechen rebel chief Basayev dies

US in $80m 'Cuba democracy' plan

What do i conclude from this.. I think i am fond of the coverage that BBC gives, any other good news sites that arent so mainstream?

So, apparently skin heads have gone electronic and had a website that listed people that werent well, nazi material. They posted names and sometimes phone numbers and addresses.. kinda creepy really. Anyway, for a little more go to http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20060706/tc_afp/polandusinternetgayextremist

Non-partisan wiki for politics, safe haven for all ^_^

http://campaigns.wikia.com/wiki/Campaigns_Wikia

Perhaps the silly little idealistic American in me made me believe that North Korea would smile and comply with the international complaints but i am actually surprised, creeped out and a bit on the worried side that North Korea is being so frictional with the rest of the world. Im not up to date with the nuclear happenings in the states or around the world but given that i have really only heard about nuclear power plants and the sort, i am assuming that all things were laid to rest shortly after the cold war.

Surely, every country should be allowed their own sort of power but i would think that the majority of the worlds population would deam the effects or devastation to be too large to overlook and allow ethically... If you can speak of ethics in war, perhaps the term honorable combat would apply better.

What i am amazed about is how, despite the world remaining in motion, the Pop culture obsessed media is concentrating on the Friggen Emmys. I dont watch the emmys, i dont like the emmys and i dont like the shows that win the emmys ( typically). Oh, and they are talking about the FBI sting on three Coca-Cola employees trying to sell trade secrets..... You said it once and that was enough, i bet you there is plenty more going on in the world that you could headline that are more impacting than the emmys and the FBI sting. I am really doubting CNN today, but then again you cant expect much from anything tv.

You know how i said that i would have to be realy really bored in order to join Myspace? *slaps head* I enjoy it even !.... anyways, i have a fun song ( its appropriate for what i named it) and some pictures i have never posted before. I just need friends, i deleted Tom because he scared me O.o
 
http://www.myspace.com/insanseasylum